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Ah... it's been a while since I posted, ne? Don't you think so??? Ah. Why am I blabbering on?
Ok, I am seriously sad. I mean, like, if you were to ask one of my primary school classmates who they think would do badly in sec school I would like be one of the last. What's happened to me??? How come I let myself go so far??? It's a bit late for regrets now - all I can do is pray that I will still get promoted to Sec.2 and that I will have a chance to start over new next year and study harder. It's pathetic, but for now - this is all that I can possibly do. What do you suppose i should do - bribe a teacher? Yeah right. Lame. Not worth it. What can I do?
I can't believe I failed both Geography and Maths. Oh well. Hopefully, with the CA2 marks added in, I should be okay, but I'm still nervous... what if I don't pass? What if there are red marks in my report book? What should I do? Can I still dare to hand it to my parents? Will I be grounded for eternity? (Maybe.) Do I dare to tell ANYONE how badly I did? Well... since only my friends and classmates read this, I guess it's safe enough...
English: 63.3 ( a bit disappointing)
Chinese: 64.5 (When the heck did this become my best subject!!!)
Literature: 52 ( Look on the bright side - I passed.)
Maths: 48 (By just two marks... two measly marks...)
Geography: 41.5 (Okay, I admit it, I didn't study for this at all.)
That's all I know so far... I haven't gotten my science results yet. To tell you the truth - I don't want to. I'm scared... I think I've failed. It's easy to put a nonchalant face on stuff like this in the daylight, in front of classmates, but in the dark of night, when I lie alone in my room, waiting for my sister to come home, I feel the doubts start to creep up on me - what if I don't get promoted to Sec.2? What if - even worse- I get kicked out?
Shit... the more I type, the more depressed I get. Enough of this. I need to get reviews for my fanfic to counter this sad feeling...
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